HOLY SHAMOLEEEEEE

30 days left....THIRTY! Give or take...we'll see what baby decides. I hate not knowing WHEN baby will come more than the not knowing if baby is a boy or a girl. Probably because I think I know it's a boy. I'm feeling more and more tired lately. My body is telling me SLOW DOWN and take it easy so you can be rested for THE BIG DAY!!!!! Whoa. Everyday, I think, wowzas baby, you are pretty low. Are you going to break my water today? The hardest thing for me is not being able to run a mile a minute getting a bazillion things marked off my to do list. My drive is just not there. And, to add to my own to do list, I really want to be there for all my friends. I want to go help Julia pack for the big move (even though I SO don't want her to move) and have fun with Jodi cutting cute flashcards and organizing her classroom (oh how I love to organize), and I want to offer to do whatever I can for Cozette whose little sweet baby decided to come a day earlier than her scheduled C-section and Cozette said she wasn't even ready for that. Those babies...can't they let us just mark a few more things off the to do list before they come?!?! My mind is so consumed with what it's going to be like to go into labor naturally. I'm such a scheduler, I've never let that happen. How long will it take? How will I know for sure I'm in labor? Where will we be? Not a fan of surprises. But, really, we're ready. Maybe it's not such a good thing to be totally ready. Okay, I need to do just one more load of baby's laundry, buy NB diapers (bought 1-2s today) and the lovely Lansinoh Breast Pads or whatever they call them. Ewe...can't wait to be soaken wet with boob milk. Yikes....it's late. I better go to bed. Adam just threatened to install a timer on the laptop to make it automatically shut off...or something like that. He called it a computer embargo. And he's serious. What he doesn't realize is night time is when baby does it's fun moovin and groovin and it's hard to sleep anyway. I think I'm a zombie...ah! Okay, siyanara. (is that really how you spell that? no, definitely not)

Loves,